Feb 13, 2009

The Caregiver's Condition by Abanna Cheshire

Sharp, sarcastic, wry and witty. 
These are the words they use to describe me. 
Brave, quick, bold and outspoken, 
I’m a caregiver for whomever is broken.

I love making others laugh and smile. 
For strangers, I’m known to get the extra mile. 
For my friends, I’ll do everything it takes 
To heal them when I see their hearts break.

But some days life won’t let me be happy, 
And I’m eaten alive by stress and anxiety. 
Don’t get impatient when I come undone. 
We all know that life’s not always fun.

There are days when I fall apart. 
Sometimes life seems to crush my heart. 
Where is everyone when those days come? 
As far as friends go, do I have even one?

At times my misery eats me alive. 
I barely hold on as I struggle and strive. I
’m sometimes overwhelmed with great depression. 
Those days come lately in rapid succession.

I try to play like I don’t really hurt, 
But today my back’s raw, 
I can’t give you my shirt. 
When you ask, "Hey, What’s this girl’s deal?" 
You should know my pain is deep and quite real.

Maybe I am feeling sorry for myself, 
But it’s hard when I’m not doing so well. 
At times I hurt, I cry and I bleed, 
And then all I want is a caregiver for me.

Copyright 2001

No comments:

Post a Comment